Snip snip.

this post’s title makes me feel like a weeaboo

lol okay changed it

much better.


And it’s really fab. ¬†LOOK.

look at how chinese I look. *gasp*

look at how chinese I look. *gasp*

And I haven’t had a NICE fringe in years. The last time I had a cute one was like 10 years ago.

make that 11 years as i was 4 when this picture was taken.

make that 11 years as i was 4 when this picture was taken.

Nice riiiiight? ;D

At first I wasn’t really sure if I should get a fringe because according to my grandma I HAVE A SMALL FOREHEAD. But I did it anyway hehe and me is very the happy~

And my mom and grandma like it so I feel loved. ‚̧ even if some people say it looks like I’m hiding my forehead and I look like a little kid I don’t care because #YOLO

………………………..yes I just said yolo. yes i’m regretting it. and i’m not sure if i should delete it. nahhh~

AND ISN’T LOOKING YOUNG A GOOD THING? Because it’s either this or Auntie Thea. =w=;

I’ve been pretty happy since I got a haircut. So happy I can’t really pull off Emily anymore. ¬†ūüė¶

she’s the only reason I think bangs are cool.

And I feel like a chinese schoolgirl gah. Though I suppose it’s an okay thing to be……

And my eyes look/feel rounder. O.O

Oh and some important people in my life says it looks beautiful on me. Hehe they only sayin’ dat bcuz dey hvn”t seen me w/o my eyelid tape & circle lenses. hehehehhehheheehehheee


That’s it. Update done. I ¬†shall abandon my blog now, ohoho~



Twelfth of January


AND IT’S ACTUALLY PRETTY GOOD, YOU GO KAREN! 4 FOR YOU! (so far no grammatical errors, and she actually used proper words this time!)¬†

I should probably change my theme soon, seeing as it’s 2013 already. I really loathe changing themes because I suck at it and I can’t be bothered to learn how to. And there really isn’t much I can do on wordpress without, say, forking out $70 for a nice theme. *sigh*

I can’t remember if I’ve posted about new years’ so I shall go stalk myself a bit.¬†

WHAT ON JUPITER MY KAREN’S ACTUALLY CAPABLE OF WRITING LIKE A SANE PERSON! when she tries. you learn something new everyday~

On second thoughts I’m going to change my theme before I do anything else, because I don’t get any more satisfaction from reading my blog.¬†

*reads through last post before I neglected my blog again* I sound like a depressed drunk. oh. I’m not, really. I just sound like one when I write.¬†

Weddings aren’t the same when it’s your family and you have to be in charge of the preparations and all. It really isn’t. Not one bit. Rushing here and ¬†there, picking food up, delivering it, visiting the bride’s family. I’m getting ahead of myself again.

Last friday was the pre-wedding dinner or something, we had it in some godforsaken place somewhere in Juru I THINK I DON’T KNOW GAH WE CROSSED THE BRIDGE SO I GUESS IT’S SOMEWHERE THERE.¬†

¬†Even though we got lost we were still an hour early. And I met up with my cousin, Alexis, again! It was great seeing her, she’s grown so much. (insert more lovey dovey family stuff here)

The food was alright, chinese cuisine (ohohoho I’ve never used that word before). Which means there was a lot of stuff I didn’t/couldn’t eat. Actually there isn’t really anything I CAN’T eat, it’s more like I’m too fussy to consume it. And I don’t eat seafood because Finding Nemo and The Little Mermaid ruined my life. And no pork either because piggies are cute yet scary at the same time, and once I had a dream about a spaceman (he was captain of a spaceship and the word spaceman sounds really cool) with a pig’s head and this is the first time I’ve actually spoken about it. yeeeah. The sharks fin soup was…..nice. I highly doubt there’s any actual sharks fin in it so it’s perfectly acceptable to eat it. We didn’t get to have dessert though, because you’re not allowed to stay for the whole thing because tradition and customs and all that.¬†

The next day we had to get up pretty early to pick up the nonya kuih (yuck) and the rest of the food and pick up the grandmother and deliver it/her to my uncle’s place for the tea ceremony. Lots of blah happened, uncle didn’t get back from bride’s place on time, everyone was sleepy and tired blah blah blah. So my mom and I went back home first while everyone waited for them to get back from doing whatever it is you do before weddings.¬†

Took a nice long nap and got ready for dinner. My mom was wearing a bollywood-inspired “sari” (long, looong story, but my mom decided her wraparound skirt would be better off as a toga. then a sari. so that’s what she wore.). And, *sigh again* as usual, mummy was the most colourful person there.¬†

I’d left my boots in the car boot, so the glue holding the soles together melted and during the dinner I had to deal with one boot going flip-flop. The stupid superglue wouldn’t stick even after 10 minutes so I gave up. And I lost the sole. I really don’t feel like talking about it. *sobs*¬†

Dinner was good, I guess. My mom kept teasing me with the suckling pig, and I almost cried. After the whole dreary process we got to go for supper and blabla I don’t feel like writing any more.¬†

This morning I drowned my grandma’s laptop, not on purpose though. I was drinking water and my hand slipped and….splash. So after a few¬†milliseconds¬†of panic I wiped it and used a hairdryer and now it’s fine.¬†

I’ve also pretty much gotten over my Kuroko phase, so now I’m watching Ao No¬†Exorcist. More like OWH. NOOOOOOOOO. exorcist. I actually cried last night because of that stupid familiar.¬†

And before I end this post, I have great news!

no not really.

according the the quizzes I’ve taken, and some random stuff I googled;¬†

I am himedere. 

“A “Himedere” girl is similar to “Tsundere” or “Kuudere” but acts like a princess.”

As if. 

this was the last thing i expected to be.

this was the last thing i expected to be.

I double and triple checked it just to make sure Himederes exist, and they do. I’m also never taking quizzes ever again because THEY LIE.¬†


ouch my wrist.

I just banged my wrist against the table (IT WAS A FREAKING ACCIDENT I DO NOT HURT MYSELF FOR FUN)…..and it really hurts rn. so yeah, ouch.¬†

And ehh….IT’S 2013 BIATCHES!!! I turn 15 in 24 days. meep. I’m getting old.

this is another random post to update my blog and also put off posting that post about CF. And I don’t think I’ve ever posted on new years’ before. Huh. ACHIEVEMENT UNLOCKED: POSTED ON NEW YEARS DAY.¬†

I’ve kinda been on an anime watching spree since ¬†I’m at my grandma’s place and ¬†I’m allowed to watch videos. I’m not allowed to do that at home because my mom values bandwith/quota over perhaps, say, running water or something. So I’m usually not allowed to watch videos or do anything that’s too….internet-quota-consuming.¬†

I finally got around to watching that last episode of Durarara!!. Actually one and a half eps, because I left off in the middle of the 24th. And tbh I think DRRR made me cry more than Clannad did because I never really got Clannad I tried watching like 2 episodes (alright i might have fallen asleep but still) and I just don’t get it. DRRR was a really beautiful anime and I miss it so, so much. I’m really glad I didn’t read any spoilers.¬†

OH AND I FINALLY READ THE TWO VOLUMES ¬†OF GAKUEN ALICE I GOT AT BBW! It’s surprisingly good! I didn’t really expect it to be this….interesting. And….feels-provoking. I’m starting to ship NatsumexMikan and they’re only 10 so help me maybe??? And yes, I am in love with Narumi. (though i really didn’t get chapter 10’s ending WAS THAT REALLY NECESSARY)¬†

And I finally understand why people are so obsessed with Kuroko no Basket. 

I just…it’s so….I hate basketball and any kind of sport but this…..this is….i can’t.

I actually feel really um….yeah.¬†

I can’t wait to finish watching it. Then start fangirling over it. hehe.

And it’s also pretty sad that I want to start fangirling over Vampire Knight again but I can’t remember which chapter I left off ehhhh.¬†

And I should stop using the word “and” so much.

And I wonder if I should change my theme.

I kind of like this one though.

but before i get back to my yaoi basketball thingy watching spree, have this. this is actually put here because i don’t like a post being picture/videoless and so i’ll be able to find it in the near future.


Last but not least, 


So much has changed since last year, I’ve gone through so many…phases, met wonderful people, lost dear friends, so many new experiences. Oh, here’s another queer thing that happened to me over the weekend.¬†

lol jk. 

Last sunday we went for a family friends’ daughter’s 21st birthday party. It was rather….grand. It was held in a dewan (community….hall….i think…i’m coming up with weird phrases again) and there was a backdrop and balloons and professional photographers and all. Pretty much preparing her for a wedding lah. The food was good though. And there was a dj playing bollywood versions of “Happy Birthday”. I’d never been to such a strange party before there were mostly old people family and kids there so not very wild. Or wacky. The birthday girl’s dress and hair and makeup was really nice and tbh she looked like a bride. It felt like a wedding dinner too.¬†

I can’t wait for my next next birthday or something. It will be fun. And I will have FRIENDS over muahahahhaha. okay.¬†

Just. you. wait.

*sobs bc i feel lonely* 

AND ANOTHER THING……(I never actually got around to reading that book. my mom got it for me and i only liked it because of Eoin Colfer but then I was really lost because I’d never read the Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Galaxy before.)

My uncle’s wedding is this weekend AND YOU’RE ALL INVITED HAHA NO and at first my grandma wanted us to have a theme and wear kebayas. lolz. no. In the end we all changed our minds and we’ll be wearing whatever we want. And because I love my grandma, and want to respect her wishes, I shall stick with the original plan and wear a kebaya, as hideous as it may be. ¬†It really is ugly. So I’m going as a cowgirl. Complete with boots and hat. Ahahahaha this is going to be FUN FUN FUN.¬†
I’ll post pics up later~~~